哪位高手帮我翻一下下边这品文章 小弟感激不尽 最好把中文放在英文下边对应上 谢谢了

哪位高手帮我翻一下下边这品文章 小弟感激不尽 最好把中文放在英文下边对应上 谢谢了
Toaday ,I eventually discerned that I was a blockhead first midst and last ,
as a matter of fact .
　　Formerly,in my mind ,all of things are up to you .however ,I know I was wrong fully !
Because of my inadvertence , indulgence and fulsome credit ,more and more mistrusts
erupt between us .Ostensibly ,it is without rhyme or reason .Howbeit ,Rome is not build
in one day .
　　Playing hooky ,stay in the dormitory but doing nothing at all .Maybe you have saved
me out of that ,but you bring the other conjuncture to my impassive life !At prime tense
,I like the feeling that there is someone could care of me .At the same time ,the
feeling changed .in the other word ,I ’m afraid of that relation between us !
　　I ’m so exhausted !more and more nonconfidence ,unilateral desire and gloze break
out !
　　Who makes a mess of things ?Let’s bag it !As a poem said ,"The gentleman helps
others to achieve their moral!" Although,I am not a gentlman but a lass;I believe Ican
manage to be like that!
　　Ok,when heaven is about to place a great responsibility on a great man ,it always
first frustrates his spirit and will ,exhausts his muscles and bones ,exposes him to
starvation and poverty ,harasses him by troubles and setbacks so as to stimulate his
spirit ,toughen his nature and enhance his abilities .
　　How come ……
　　I might hear a pin drop !Only me ;I am lonely here and where !

Toaday ,I eventually discerned that I was a blockhead first midst and last ,
as a matter of fact . 今天,我终于发现我就是一个彻头彻尾的傻瓜.
　Formerly,in my mind ,all of things are up to you .前一阵子,在我的印象中,所有的事情都随心所欲.
however ,I know I was wrong fully !但是,我知道我完完全全地错了.
Because of my inadvertence 由于我的漫不经心
indulgence and fulsome credit 放纵和愚忠
more and more mistrusts erupt between us越来越多的误会在我们之中爆发了
Ostensibly ,it is without rhyme or reason 明显的这些（误会）是毫无预期和原因的
Howbeit ,Rome is not build in one day . 然而,罗马不是一日就建成的
Playing hooky ,stay in the dormitory but doing nothing at all 去玩曲棍球,在宿舍呆着无所事事
Maybe you have saved me out of that也许你能带我脱离那些境况
but you bring the other conjuncture to my impassive life !但是你把那些乱子带到我被动的生活中来!
At prime tense一开始,
I like the feeling that there is someone could care of me 我很喜欢这种被人照料的感觉
At the same time ,the feeling changed .但同时,这种感觉又变了.
.in the other word 换句话说
I ’m afraid of that relation between us ! 我对我们之间的这种关系感到很害怕!
I ’m so exhausted !我现在非常筋疲力尽!
more and more nonconfidence 越来越多的不自信
unilateral desire and gloze break out ! 自我的欲望和掩饰爆发了!
Who makes a mess of things ?Let’s bag it !我们捅了一个大篓子,让我们把它收拾好吧
As a poem said 就像一首诗说的那样
,"The gentleman helps others to achieve their moral!"绅士们赠人玫瑰手留余香
Although,I am not a gentlman but a lass尽管我不是个绅士,但我还是个小女孩
;I believe I can manage to be like that!我相信我能搞定这些事情的
Ok,when heaven is about to place a great responsibility on a great man 那么天将降大任于斯人也
,it always first frustrates his spirit and will ,必先苦其心志
,exhausts his muscles and bones 劳其筋骨
exposes him to starvation and poverty 饿其体肤,空乏其身
,harasses him by troubles and setbacks so as to stimulate his spirit ,toughen his nature and enhance his abilities .所以动心忍性,增益其所不能.
How come怎么回事.
　I might hear a pin drop 我好像听到了大头针落地的声音
Only me ;I am lonely here and where !这里只有我一个人啊 无论在哪里我都是孤独的